"Edward loved me. The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was as irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him, so he would always be mine."

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its reeeaaalllyyy PATHETIC when you try your hardest to compare your life to a song. duuudddeee, thats a total no no. its just really stupid to me. news flash, they didn't write the song to tell a story of how "crappy, sad, depressing, etc" your life is. get over yourself.

duuudddeee, thats a total no no.

hahaha :)

do i care?

i'm just kinda annoyed by all the pointless and irrelevant information you tend to share. if you're like trying to screw me over, its not working?

niiiiiice.

Dear Diary,
mood: apathetic
My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the "Blood Fred Romance" and "Suffocate Me Dry" concert. It sucks because they play some of my favorite songs like " Stab my heart because I love you" and "Rip apart my soul" and of course "Stab me rip stab stab."

... so, you're pretty awesome if you know that song.

I think its funny how you just assume my blog posts are about you. I'm not saying that they're not, nor am i saying they are.


haha, get a life and stay out of mines.

You know, you could be a really cool person
if you didn't act like such an

(ass) all the time.

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Often imitated, never duplicated...
quit copying me and do your own thing. haven't you heard of originality... uniqueness?


someone once told me ...

Those kinda people can go to hell.

Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not  perfect and I don't live to be But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

"There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroad, afraid, confused, without a roadmap. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But sometimes that's exactly where you belong."

I don't pay attention to the girls that talk behind my back. All it shows is that I’m two steps in front of them.

A best friend is someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believes that there is really good in the world. Someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. Someone that knows what you're saying when you don't say a word. Someone you can look to in a certain way, and they know exactly what you're thinking. Someone you find hardest to say goodbye to. Someone who knows all about you, and loves you anyway. Someone who helps you through thick and thin. The first person you go to when you need someone to talk to. Someone you will call to talk about nothing, or the most important things in your life. They are the shoulder you cry on, because you know that they really care about you. Someone you would take a bullet for because it would be too painful to watch them get hurt. Someone that will risk their friendship with you, just to make sure you're safe and okay. Someone you can always be around, and never get sick of.

"There are two kinds of people in your life. People that are there to pick you up and people who are there to push you down.In the end, you're going to thank them both."

I would like to put down in words that I am not ok with what happened. You thought that it was fine but it wasn't. You chose not to look past the thin shield I had around my true feelings. I never told you how I really felt and I still won't. You will probably never know of the insomnia you are caused me.

I really shouldn't read people's old blog posts because it only gets me mad all over again. And it gets me even more worked up because I think about all of the things that I should have said but didn't.

#6. Bad things do happen to good people.

You just have to learn to
cope with it.

"When you cease to exist,

then who will you blame?"

It's basically about pettiness and self-righteousness, and general stupid, meaningless issues people choose to have. Why waste your time being ignorant? Will you regret how you've spent your life with the grudges you've held? With the finger pointed at everyone else? So when your time has come, are you going to look back and learn from your foolishness or are you just going to blame others and be bitter? - Bob Dylan

Thanks to this wonderful girl for explaining the quote to me.

It was a goal of mine to post something at 11:11

Quit trying to blame your motives and problems on everyone else to make yourself seem innocent.

You continue to say how you "hate your life." Well if you hate it so much why do you always walk around with your head held high and the biggest smile on your face? Don't make it seem like your life is worse than anyone else's for attention. You want people to feel sorry for you. I see that you're trying to compare my life to yours, as if you knew me, could read through my blood, sweat, and tears. You think my life is just full of rainbows and sunshine don't you? And if you say that you're living through days of hell, you haven't seen the worst part of it.

You keep it copacetic

And you know you're so pathetic

Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy.

I'm so much more than decoration.

"Last night I knew what to say

but you weren't there to hear it.

These lines so well rehearsed, tongue-tied and overloaded.

You never notice."