
Monday, February 7, 2011
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
You don’t know what its like being the “friend”, the one that never gets the boyfriend. I’m the girl who is best friends with the pretty girl who gets all the attention and the hot guys who talk to me about how cool my hot best friend is and how much they like her. It fucks with your self-esteem so bad and you start to think to yourself maybe I’m just suppose to be the “friend” and not the pretty girl who gets all the attention, maybe thats the who I am. You never tell anyone how you really feel because you don’t want to come off as “jealous” or “desperate” to your friends so you just keep it inside and let it just eat at you and eat at you. All you want is for someone to see you may not be as skinny and pretty as your friend but you’re just as amazing as her.
Story of my life.
Story of my life.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
Have I mentioned that I'm writing a story?
I wouldn't dare to let a soul read it, or even know what it's about for that matter.
Because if I did, you'd judge me. I know you would.
Out loud or in your head, you think of me differently.
Quit making guesses of what it is because you'd never guess right.
For one thing, it's not about my personal life.
You could sorta call it a "fan fiction" but the characters and names are different.
But it has a similar story line. Second thought, no, not at all.
What I'm writing about is a topic that I enjoy thinking about :)
It gets my mind off of reality.
I wouldn't dare to let a soul read it, or even know what it's about for that matter.
Because if I did, you'd judge me. I know you would.
Out loud or in your head, you think of me differently.
Quit making guesses of what it is because you'd never guess right.
For one thing, it's not about my personal life.
You could sorta call it a "fan fiction" but the characters and names are different.
But it has a similar story line. Second thought, no, not at all.
What I'm writing about is a topic that I enjoy thinking about :)
It gets my mind off of reality.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
CHANGES.
So I totally "decked out" my blog with a new template, a new background, and also a new header, made and edited by myself :) Not to mention, I changed the name of my blog as well. It was "These lines so well rehearsed" but I just kept that as a subtitle, and now its Acid Conspiracy :) Like? The colours are kinda girl, don't you think? I hate pink, but it fits :)

Sooo, Christmas is comming in two days! Eeep! I'm like, so excited. Though I truely, do not show not one bit of excitement on my face, nor on Christmas day while opening presesnts so I usually have to fake a sly smile so they won't think I "dislike" their present because, honestly, its not that, I just show no emotion.
I have been on tumblr (another blogging site) 24/7 and totally forgot about my blogs.
Follow me here: http://pearlsandpastels.tumblr.com/
But I'm really determined to finish my 365 on here. I can't tell you how far I hav gotten so far because I have drafts on my dashboard that need to be deleted and they don't count as posts, but I know its a little over 200, so that's good.
The link to my newest blog is: http://www.sageandcapers.blogspot.com/
:)
More posts coming soon!
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