Now that I'm into this stuff, I don't know what the fuck to do.
Right about now, I'm not taking it seriously and I couldn't give less of a fuck.
But what if I break this and get myself into another situation?
A situation that I actually want to be in.
It still wouldn't change the fact that I'm clueless.

FACT: I actually try hard to not give subtle hints about what I talk about in my personal posts.
Don't look too far into them. They're not for you to understand.